i saw ppl die.

i were unable to cry.

as we were able to talk

it were to late

we lost a friend

for his own lie

of life and dead

confusion confusion

you sound

weired and dead

blind and broke

at the end of the road from hell

to earth 

now i cry and the reason for all

is that i fall

to the ground of the dead

where ppl start to smash

stones in to faces

cause they feel the basis

of rape and apathy

where my roots were buried

my lifes worry

i am falling falling falling

straigth to the ground

with the sound of speedlight

cause my temper is unable 

to regulate myself

i realize that rape 

made me to a raper

i realize that apathy 

is not good for me

cause i started to kill

kill kill kill

the flowers on the hill

where i once were standing

with the truth of handle

my troubles my pain

my doubt and my brain

physical abused

but the brain still in use

physical abused

the brain is used

for the truth to find

the dead of the blind

who smash stones into faces

on a regular basis

of dump and dead

where the ppl start to 

die in other men lie

my tongue is in doubel speach

carring a demon

of the never known darkness

life can be so hard

life can be so god damn hard

and i fight against it

like the blind fight the light

they dont see

my tongue is in double speach

i have to be carefull

i have to save my life

who can i talk to

who can i trust

the double speach is killing me

it disconnetes me from the body

the body i once felt in pain.

apathy apathy apathy

stop the apathy please apathy

you are killing me

confusion confusion

make the fusion of confusion

let life 

yourself in a good manner

come on come on come on

talk talk talk

shithead

fuckass

dumphead

not so much

this is hate that you carrying around

that is the sound of hate

you found it

how did that happen

in the silence where you were just looking

man die for other men lie

i hate myself for beeing a snail

a snail as a snake

a snake as a snail

cause i am a killer

i ve killed someone

i ve killed someone

and that tear me apart

let me call the police

i had nothing to do with

guilty guilty 

for the silence of night

where the man came and rape

your beautiful shape

so you fall down 

silently

for the rest of your agony

stop please please stop

the war in your brain

it drives you insane

come on come on

talk talk

flick your head

your heart 

and your clothes

go down to your toes

cause

you carrying weight

that is not yours

that makes the double speach

you try to understand to much

to much much 

of the more more more more more

thats enough

that is not youre game you are playing

you are playing a game that isnt yours

you stole it

you stole it

cause you lost a friend

you will never get back

cause he is gone dead

for other men lie

you never saw them cry

now you starting again

to search search search

the light you see

to much of the more

come down come down

please 

we do not wanna let you die

come down please

double speach

tear apart

double speach

tear apart

double speach

tear it apart

for the good

for the light

for the mucho grande assholes

they have to die

for smashing stones

into faces on a regular basis